Stepping into your Purpose and Facing your Fears go Hand in Hand

I just had my FIRST EVER Market Experience as a Spiritual practitioner and healer in this space. Oh man, this means a HUGE step up for me, to put myself out there, to be seen, to be known, in this foreign land I am not from (...and my fear added... "to potentially be criticized").

Taking on this event was a true challenge internally. Tons of self-doubt and fears came through to stop me from taking on this event. At the same time, that overdriving, perfectionist mode in me was activated again:

• that me trying to plan in advance for every single detail of every little step;

• that me attempting to make every little detail perfect;

• that me overthinking how others would respond to every thing I do or say.

Specifically, I’m used to offering long, in-depth sessions with deep processing. That is a space I feel very comfortable in and fulfilled. I was unsure if I could deliver meaningful 20-minute sessions amidst the hustle and bustle in a Market setting. Concerns about privacy, switching quickly between clients, and going deep enough in an environment with people coming and going were on my mind. The question of “Am I ready?” constantly popped up. (Can anyone relate?)

Yet. It really is that.

But... are they flooding out to stop you?

Are they coming to tell you that you have made the wrong move?

Well... I used to fall into this illusion, thinking it's true for a long time. And then I held back. I self-sabotaged. I said "no" to opportunities that excited me. I let my fears won.

But I have grown now. I know it is NOT true.

Knowing this deep down, while I did put a lot of thought into preparing the logistics and materials needed for my first Market, I put even more emphasis on facing my fears, on holding them, releasing them and tuning my energy to show up from a right place - the place of empowered trust in myself and the Divine, instead of the place of fear or not good enough.

It turns out... the market was an overwhelming success! I was blown away by the enthusiasm and high turnout. I was overbooked, with many queuing up to experience my services. It still amazes me to think about it now, as these souls who found their way to me did not know me. They don't know who Janice is. They may not really know what Akashic Reading is. But I guess the Universe always has a way to bring you the right people when you show up in the right energy.

This experience means so much to me. It has proven to me that I am more capable and flexible than I ever thought; it has proved my fears wrong, and that I. AM. READY to step into my Purpose.

If I can do it, so can you. Don't let your fears deter you away from the thing that brings you the Purpose, the joy, the fulfillment.

Want to know how to face your fears, how to hold them and release them, and how to tune your energy into the right place to attract what you want in life?

That's what I do in my work. I guide you to do exactly that in my sessions. If you feel called to, book a session with me to experience :)

With warmth and love,

Janice